Tuesday, August 10, 2010

I Will Wait For You, Confidence pants. Are you in the mail yet?

Today I wore a skirt. MLIA. Except it's not. Because MLINVC. (Not Very Confident)

Things were really awkward in class because I was all failsauce with none of my friends. So I kinda sat a seat over from Grape and then this other dude who i vaguely know sat between us. Except he was being all " NO WORK! WORK IS BAD! I WILL NOT WORK! GIRLS CAN WORK!" 
It was all good and I was being all emo and quiet and then we had to talk and I may have acted a little bit spastic because I'm really NOT at all confident. At all. Ever. Like actually. I'm a bit of a fail of a bad example of a not confident person. I'd probably just lie there quietly and not tell people if i've been shot.



that's me, on the ground. bleeding. And the curly pink writing above my head? That's my thoughts.
Yeah. I'm not even confident next to homeless redheaded vampires on drugs with no hands or legs. Or women who look like they're from a tragic bygone era wearing black and letting their hair flow in the wind like they're in some freaking MOVIE. Even When my stomach hurts (since i'm bending for some reason) even though it's my heart that has a hole in it. Where is confidence when i need it?

I basically told everyone I'm pregnant even though I'm not. What's wrong with me? I told every i associated myself to Juno. Like... really?! I couldn't think of any another character. But JUNO? *Sigh*.
It wasn't because she's pregnant.
It's because:
1. She's got dark hair
2. She kinda not coping so hot with high school
3. we're both sarcastic (but I'm only like that in my head. Just because I'm not saying it, doesn't mean I'm not thinking it!)
4. we both like Michael Cera. I like his acting skills. He's really not that hot.

So that was...school.
Not-so-gigglish, Giggles :)

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